Wish there is still a better way

Tonight,while i was watching Running Man,i remembered bout the link of a new famous university which was given by my best friend several days ago.Feeling curious about its requirement,I checked for the university's requirement. As a matter of fact,it needs IELTS or TOEFL or SAT (general requirement). In the other side,I'm having an English tuition near my house.The teacher is a native speaker from New Zealand,but in a few meetings,i think that i should have a better lesson.It is too easy.
But who knows,I am not that brave to inform my parents about this. Because I was the one who asked them to move me in this new place last month. And let you know,the school-fee is NOT cheap,it's about 525.000 rupiah/month. Every time,I share with my sister,she would blame me as my bad recommendation. Will there be a good way for me to apply university with a good English score?

It's Weird

Have you ever had a moment,when you wish another person had the same mind as yours? I have it. Ohh,it's crazy,too many things happened in the morning,and I think it is privacy.
And today,we passed the drama selection,aigoo,in that time,I don't even can express something,I mean whether I have to be happy or dissapointed because we are selected,it sounds weird,but it happens today.
Overall,I love today. Hope you all have the same though.

When I get no idea bout myself.

I can't understand myself now,I'm starting to ask what's happenning right now. Is it because tmrw I hv to do something in public? Get no answer frm my heart. Yahh. However,today is so nice,I gathered with my besties and her family. At noon,my classmates and I had our extra time to exercise bout our performance tmrw.
I got no idea bout what to write tonight,overall,it's good. God bless ;)

Smile for reasons

Getting mad because of some ppl,I know it's useless. But,I kept doing it again and again.don't you think I'm stupid? However,I got some films to watch and I found out that we can smile for thousand reasons,live our life peacefully,it's so meaningless to get resentment w/ some jerks.

Behind a smile

Listening to ppl opinion bout this life really leads me how to behave in this world. When they told me bout their experiences on daily life,I'm touched and feel thankful that I have much better story. They always give jokes and smile,apparently every single of smile has the meaning,it is to cheer up themselves. Feel proud of you guys :')

communication

When you wish that you could build a conversation in awkward moment,usually you keep asking yourself whether my question will annoy them. This is what I had in the morning,talking w/ my bestfriend(?),he just gave me a simple smile and honestly I detest it. Then,I ignore him like usual. I thought I've done my part well. Having discussion bout my drama project really frustated me a lot today. Hope it will be fine.